Saturday, May 07, 2005
A BREAK FROM THIS WORLD. how does that sound, good?
of course.
bye bye everyone. im tired putting on that darned facade, and im even more sick listening to the STUPID VOICE aka conscience.
why should i give you a damn?
and WHATEVER. today (5-6-05) was so fucked up
detention. mass run. scolding by pe teacher. heavy rain after school. still sick. not enuff sleep. then matters of the heart. and the grand finale, MY MUM. super screwed. its been a really bad bad bad bad bad day.
i look so old this guy actually asked me whether i worked around JE. gay. I DONT LOOK LIKE SOME BARMAID OKAY. and i HATE SINGING. its not like i look as if i can sing
im ruining my own life, im self destructing, killing me-self slowlyWHY DOES MY VOICEBOX SHUT DOWN WHENEVER IM STRESSEDmother.fucking.worlddd.
12:32 AM